petite-n-punky

I lie here Lost and alone Broken and ashamed Screaming inside The truth ripping me inside out Defensless and bare Drained by paracitic thoughts Forbidden feelings Begging for release I need to stay hidden But the secret emerges All food rejected From a body neglected I need to scream the truth Or take my last breath.

To know someone so intimately To know them so much It's strange for me to know you in this way Every feature of your changing face The silver ring in your grey-green eyes Like a wine bottle caught in the sunlight How your pale pink lips shape around your words To know the shape size and feel Of the thick muscles tied round your limbs Your perfections and your flaws Your anchient scars Like photographs containing some hidden story It seems such an intimate secret we have shared To have seen each other both joyuos and destraught I have laughed with you when you are happy And held you when you have cried And to have laid my soul

you stand before me my heart stings i know you must leave but no one else can see our wings you're a pure white angel you flie high in the sun but my wings are dark as blood and i must stay in the shadows yet it is my dark heart that you've won our skin is as different as the sun and the ice but we are both still angels and are each other's vice a bird with black feathers is no different from a dove for both are so free in pale sky above both are the same under their feathers and skin they still play the same game and are each other's kin you're a pure white angel you flie high in the sun but my wings are dark as blood

My name is Billa Sykes. To put my life story shortly, I'm a Bill Kaulitz look-a-like. For those of you who have just read that and thought "who the hell is that?" I am a German rock enthusiast, my favourite German band is called Tokio hotel and their front man is called Bill Kaulitz. His appearance is so strange; he's pale, with thick jet black hair (naturally a mousy blonde colour), and his tongue, lip and eyebrow are pierced. But most importantly, he wears dark, smoky eye make up around his deep, rich, chocolate eyes (natural blonde with brown eyes, I found it weird too). Naturally I looked like him anyway, except that I had green eyes. It

lying frozen on my iced bed the deadly silence my only company my skin grows colder my soul grows darker i hate the silence my only visitor the quiet scares me 'cos it screams the truth i'm alone i'm waiting i'm dying slowly i must face the truth i'm dead without him i'm ice without lover's touch i'm weak without him holding me protecting me i lay here dying waiting for lover's warmth lover's beauty lover's touch

dnot let me be alone dont let these shadows get me im with you wen the sun is but still every night i climb into my cold bed and wish that you were with me i lay there in the darkness and wish your arms were around me but all i feel is lonliness im begging you stay with me tonight x

i'm standing on the ledge, the eyes of the city are screamin' at me, please don't jump! don't jump! i can't hold on, there's nothin' left to hold, why do they care? they never listened before, they let me fall, then pushed me deeper, do they scream because they know? they know why i'm here, they know its their fault, i'm a coward for runnin', i'm a coward for cryin', i'm a coward for not stoppin' them, n' now i'm a coward for wantin' the easy way out, i need you here, holdin' my hand, your warm touch in this cold, don't let them get me, these devils that hound me, don't let me jump, just take my hand, and giv me my chan

elizabeta clung to lena, inhaling her soft sent; vanilla and jasmin. she closed her eyes and whispered to her self. "what did you say?" asked lena with questioning eyes. "nothing chica" ellie replied too deffensively. her eyes quickly found lena's gaze. "i have to tell you something" she kept her voice as steady as she could. though lena's glance was making her so nervous. "i...i..i can't tell you!" she cried in defeat. elizabeta collapsed into a heap as she began to sob un-controlably. lena, feeling conflicted, stroked ellie's back, humming to her. "ellie, calmate, please" ellie sobbed louder "shhhh. ellie, chica?" they stayed like that